It is my first time to share this one hell of a experience to all of you. It was happened when I was in my Fourth Year High School when I got my first ever GirlFriend, namely Christine Rozzel.

I met her in an ordinary day filled with hell fire of the sun. In our CAT training where she was an officer that time. Our section was chosen to be the Special Assistants of the Officers headed by me. When the first time i met her, she was very what you can call a very war freak gal, quarelling with her fellow officers and that includes meeh. That time i admire girls that is tougher than me, thats why i fell for her.

A time came when i and that girl were assigned in the same platoon, what we do all day is to argue, argue and argue until i gave up. That day for me is an unforgettable one. Since that day, i've fell on her very deeply that almost i forgot that my platoon left me under that burning hell of the sun.

Then we meet one time in the school. At first I don't want to talk to her but she forced me to do so. And we talked all the day, skipped our classes and she forced me to cut class and get out of the campus.

Until the time came i've revealed my feelings for her, i've got a mind blowing punch on my head that night. Also it is the time i started courting her, for almost a month. Then actually she never told me she loved me. Never. The truth was, she has a boyfriend that time i courting her. Its ok yet that almost brought me to the altar of Saint Peter. (gets?) After that I've continued to be with her everyday, everytime. Until my friends asked me if she was my girlfriend, i don't know what to answer. so i said i'll answer that later. Little i know that her frineds also asking her that question if i were her boyfriend, and she answered the same thing as i said.

We coped of an idea to tell our friends that were have a special relationship, something like boyfriends, girlfriends you know... only in front of them, but in ourseleves, were only just typical friends.

It took four months, four days and exactly four hours when i gave up and said to her that im tired of playing this game.

Graduation came and she was there watching me as i received my awards, gifts and golds hanging around my neck. Little i know how she was proud of me that time. Overcoming the situations that took place between us. After the ceremonies, she held my hand. It is the first time and she took me away from the crowd and in front of my mother, who doesn't know anything about us. She tell me two things, Bad news and Good news. The bad news is that they broke up. The good news is that she realized that she loves me. I dont know what to say. Then after that she never showed up again.

Last time i saw her was two years ago...

She changed a lot...